Artist : David Archuleta
Title : Crush

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“…hold up, hold up…don’t be scared;
You’ll never change what’s been and gone,
May your smile shine on…don’t be scared;
Your destiny may keep you warm…”

Great! After I had my hands off my hand phone, everyone is just busy. Called this fella, he’s eating. Called my sister she said,”Epu call me back, tengah ade discussion.” The worst one I called she’s still in the office.What else should I do? Should I off to my dreamland?  I guess it’s too early. I can’t live alone. It’s not an issue but me, myself and I hate being alone. Maybe I was brought up like this; prefer to be in the center, prefer to be attended. It’s dumb to ask, cool to ignore but to be frank: I felt one kind being alone in this hotel room. As if someone is watching me. God knows He’s watching me 24, 7 as I bare in my mind everywhere every time. But the truth is I can’t be alone.  I can’t stand for just even one day & even more I don’t understand how could some of my friends including my own sis could rent a house or an apartment alone. Yesterday when I checked in the evening, it is destined that my colleague is also on his way to the south. He called me and dropped by midnight before proceed his journey later in the morning. I already slept at 10 pm but welcome him to my room. We had a chat before I fade out in my dreams. It is good to have a companion. The bottom line is I can’t be alone all the time. There’s this instinct telling me to find, to bother pursuing me to make a call, or message perhaps, or ask to go for a yamcha. Now while writing this, I feel like the walls are staring at me one kind. Eyh, stop staring at me-lah! Haih. >_<

Talk about going places, yes you can explore alone. I agree with that when we have enough of intelligence bout the place. Otherwise you put yourself in trouble. It is better to bring a friend local or an outsider who basically know bout the place. There’s a hadith recited our Prophet [PBUH]:

“…find a companion from every district you go…”

I believe if we hold on to this say and the consequences is that no matter you go, you won’t get lost when there’s one to guide you. I went to Air Hitam when a childhood friend of mine, an able seaman was also there docked at Port Dickson. He brought me to Institut Pertanian Air Hitam. As he had a contact there, we felt very welcomed and were brought tour around the institute. It’s not easy being a farmer. Hehe. Farming is something that our government tries to implement so that the people could make a living out of them. They even hold MAHA every 2 years for the sake of pulling more people to invest in agriculture. In my opinion, if you had a land, maybe you can put an effort. I met before a young gentleman in his late 20s driving a Mercedes, selling cows. He’s very humble and is not afraid of sharing. After my visit, actually you don’t need a wide land to start farming; other than knowledge, time and equipment, what matters the most is the initiative. They even have a class on how to breed catfish, worms and bla bla bla.

Anyhow I would like to say thank you to Madam Shakila for inviting me to her daughter birthday party. Happy birthday to Princess Saira. The cake is nice! Also, congratulation to my schoolmate Kharie Khalil for his wedding. Time went by so fast. The birthday and wedding is like last 2 weeks with so much to do and so much to see. Explore is the word. I agree with it, love the way it sounds and will always continue to do it. I always pray that when the right time come, hoping that I revisit again. Maybe that time I will bring my family members and tell them what those who brought me before told me. But as a start we do need a local poeple to bring or guide us around. In other words a company could be helpful enough. I think as a reader, you probably will agree with me as well, right?